Imperfectionists Mommy: March 2017

Wednesday, March 29, 2017

Always My Babies

In mix of managing to do everything wrong I have these two to show me every day that I can do something right. Time has went by so much faster than I could have ever imagined, it was just yesterday I heard their first words and watched them take their first steps. I remember all I wanted was to be a mom, and yet I was so scared to be one. I thought for sure I was going to mess it all up. I look at them now and see how good hearted they both are and how big of personalities they each have and still wonder how me and their Dad made something so perfect. One is fixing to go to High School and the other Middle School and I have another who is Turning 18. They are growing up, and yet somehow they are still just my babies in my eyes.

Back Home And On The Mend

Still adjusting to being back home and tring hard not to over do things but very hard and still very sore. Good note is I was home when the kids got in and both had great news....

Shayla made AB Honor Roll and got an award as well as perfect attendance, and Kedin has great greats so far.

Saturday, March 25, 2017

Cardiac Catheterization Hospital Admittion

After 3 weeks of putting it off my vitals had gotten unstable enough and pain bad enough to get me admitted to the hospital on Thursday March 23,2017. As of right now my Discharge Date is Tuesday March 28,2017.

While here they are going to be Inserting a Catheter in my leg and up into my heart while I am in a Twilight Sleep Mode and inject dye into my heart to determine the percentage of the blockage in my left artery. At that time depending on the amount of blockage they will do a Stent to hold the artery open.

When arriving my vitals was okay heart beat was high and Blood Oxygen was low. Since then they have stabled it and started me on a Beta Blocker to relax my heart in order to get it ready for the Catheter.

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After 6 days in hospital Heath Cath got done and was way more sore than I thought I would be but finally back at home. Of course I could not just sit around so over did it by cleaning and attempting to get things done around the house that had been neglected...big no no. Go back in about a week to get another Minor Sugury done and have a scope down throat into chest and in heart.

Thursday, March 23, 2017

March 22,2017

Lunch Home Made Pepperoni Rolls & Sausage And BBQ Pulled Pork

Mr. Money Man :P

Got The Whole World In My Hands

Kickin The Blues

I Have An Angel... I Call Her "MOM"

The Song That Never Ends And Neither Do The Kids & Big Kids...

The Guys Having Fun With The Kids To The Song That Never Ends....

Us Females Was So Glad When It Finally Came To An End !!!!

Shayla Spring Pictures

Shayla Spring Picture Day & Report Card

Fort Boreman Park Pictures

Pictures At Fort Boreman Park

My Awareness, My Diseases, My Life, My Fears

Tuesday, March 21, 2017

Homemade Chicken Alfrado

Getting pretty good at the whole making home made things. Tonight is Homemade Chicken Alfrado with Basil. Big Hit :)

Instagram Tuesday

InstaGram Tuesday and this week my favorite InstaGram picture is:

After a long weekend with emotional and physical stresses and a very long drive, this was my reward as soon as I got in. This bottle of wine is only $5.99 and it is sweet with a big bite of blackberry taste. I was not sure about this choice as it was not a red wine however with money limited and options low, and it being so late at night it was a gamble... I think I have a new favorite wine by chance and glad I stumbled upon it.

Everything Happens For A Reason

Everything happens for a reason and every path walked and corner turned takes you to a new road to life. Life is not predictable, and for all good comes bad. You learn and you grow and growing makes you stronger and helps define you as your own person and being.

There is no way to know what tomorrow will bring, we can plan it out and mentally set it in stone however life will always have curve balls and when you dodge them you turn in another direction.

Life is messy, Life is unplanned and most definitely eventful.

As a Mother and as a person I have to accept it all and make the best of what everyday has to bring and offer to me. I am limited to what I am in control of and have to accept the fact that I am not in control of peoples actions but I am in control of how I react to them.